Around this time I also got into "UTAU" and it became one of my #1 reasons to improve and draw. Unfortunately I only finished about 1 PV this year xD It was unfortunate a lot of my video projects became corrupted, but I always got over it. I was a person with very high hopes and overestimation of myself. I planned 3 projects but to this day not one has been completed. Even so, to this day they are still always on my mind
Chosen to express the way I thought back in 2011
^^^rolling in pride. Or weird pride dance
Being one of my most productive years, I gained many watches this year (I think). I also worked on many
projects and finished a good amount of them. Of course, I was still a nooby at a majority of the things I
did, but my pride kept me running fresh.
(kinda cheesy but) Life isn't about becoming stronger, it's about being able to overcome obstacles and
being able to grasp your weaknesses and make it apart of you, or adapt to it. Throughout my years
on Deviantart, (though you guys lack an understanding of who I am from my lack of posts) I longed to be
a roll model for others. I didn't mind if I was, I didn't mind if I wasn't but it was something that held deep
history and (I'm not trying to be overly emotional or cheesy xD) deviantart kinda helped me
out with being able to express myself to people regardless if I knew them or not. With no art classes until
I got into highschool, dA gave me a lot of opportunities to show my art and I'm pretty happy for that.
I'm glad to say that after that rough patch, I feel a lot more confident than I have the past
years on deviantart. For someone who tried being somewhat perfect, I have to say I feel a lot more free
than I used to, even I can't explain why. Maybe that artblock did some good after all
. In addition
(BACK TO BUSINESS GUYS) I started learning how to mix professionally and 3DCGing models in
these years. Last few weeks of summer, 3rd Year Student of Highschool, gotta keep my hopes
down XD but I'm confident I can get stuff done.
As I always say, be confident for success, and
be accepting of failure!
Not in the mood to reread
forgive any grammar mistakes! See you guys in my next post~